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Post by Akaru on Dec 5, 2005 2:19:38 GMT -5
"Probably not." Aaron turned to gaze out the window "He's a tough kid. That's what scares me most," he muttered.
"Natsuki...." Adele trailed off as Natsuki slipped to the floor, walking tentatively across the tiled floor. "Where ya going?"
Natsuki glanced over his shoulder. "I'm going for a walk," he murmured quietly. "I think I want to be alone for a little while. I'm sorry."
"Of course, kiddo. I understand." Adele nodded as Natsuki slipped out of the room. Left alone with his thoughts, Adele let out a sigh as he let his thoughts wander toward a certain handsome bodyguard who had caught his attention.
Natsuki wandered aimlessly down the empty halls of the brightly lit hospital, his beare feet padding softly against the tile. His thoughts wandered, drudging up memories best left buried.
Natsuki shivered softly.
Rounding another corner, a pair of shoes came into view. He glanced upward, taking in the tall frame of his former lover.
"Katsu...." he muttered quietly, his eyes toward the ground.
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Post by Sameya -- Artemis on Dec 5, 2005 3:01:49 GMT -5
Drake remained silent. As much as he would have liked to plead Katsu's case, he had to think from Natsuki's friends' point of view.
Katsu turned towards the voice that had said his name. He felt a burst of elation, which was quickly drowned by the memories of what happened today. "Natsuki..." he said. He didn't know what to say.
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Post by Akaru on Dec 7, 2005 20:35:16 GMT -5
Natsuki slowly glanced up, locking his gaze on Katsu's. He remained silent until the chill of the cold hall got to him. Shivering slightly, he wrapped his arms around himself and turned his gaze away. "Um... I don't...know how you knew I was there with Kei, but....I hope you're alright." he murmured, unable to make eye contact as he talked. He didn't know how to face Katsu with the knowledge he had of Kei plot, including the virus within Katsu's body.
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Post by Sameya -- Artemis on Dec 9, 2005 10:08:42 GMT -5
"I...Aaron told me...I'm okay... Are you...alright?" Katsu asked almost awkwardly, looking down at the polished floor as he noticed Natsuki shiver slightly. Katsu hesitated, and shrugged off his jacket, slightly smudged with dirt, but still decently clean, and pulled it around Natsuki's shoulders, his fingers lingering slightly before he let go.
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Post by Akaru on Dec 11, 2005 4:51:12 GMT -5
"I'm glad," Natsuki murmured, offering up a sad smile. Then he felt Katsu's coat fall heavily over his shoulders. He looked up, locking his eyes on his ex-lover's. His body shook as he trembled violently, and everything that he had kept pushed down over the past 24 hours overwhelmed him. He turned abruptly as a wash of tears suddenly clouded his eyes. (ooc- *hacks up something fluffy* )
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Post by Sameya -- Artemis on Dec 11, 2005 8:15:50 GMT -5
ooc- awwwwwww...Natsuki needs a huggle.
ic- As their eyes met, Katsu froze, as an overwhelming wave of sadness crashed inside him. He could see Natsuki shaking, and he could see the glimmer of tears in Natsuki's eyes before Natsuki turned around. He couldn't bear it, the thought of Natsuki in tears and the thought of Natsuki so far away, emotionally or physically, could have torn him apart.
"Natsuki...!" Katsu whispered, pulling the younger man into his arms, embracing Natsuki tightly. "I'm sorry...I'm so sorry..." he said, his voice ragged, trying not to break down even more than he already had.
ooc- now *I* wanna cry...T-T
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Post by Akaru on Dec 11, 2005 15:43:50 GMT -5
Natsuki sobbed against Katsu's chest, allowing his weight to settle against the taller man. If not for Katsu's strong arms around him he would have surely crumpled to the floor.
"I'm sorry..." Natsuki choked out between sobs. "I-I know that you.... that we.... t-that you broke it off, but.....but...." He trailed off, unable to continue.
It was a good while before Natsuki calmed down enough to speak again. Taking a deep breath, he slowly pushed off of Katsu's chest, swiping his arm over his eyes. "Thanks," he muttered. "I guess I needed that."
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Post by Sameya -- Artemis on Dec 13, 2005 11:06:06 GMT -5
Katsu wouldn't let go, even after Natsuki had calmed down. He wanted to say something, but words couldn't describe how he felt or what he wanted to say.
"Natsuki..." he whispered, his grip never loosening as he looked into Natsuki's eyes. He leaned closer, hesitating, and kissed Natsuki tenderly on the forehead. "I...don't know what to say...I don't know...if you hate me...but I have to say this...Without you...it's like being in hell. I don't know how to live without you anymore..."
He had to say it at least once. Even...even if Natsuki didn't want him anymore, and left with Aaron, he had to say it.
ooc- oh the fluff. (grabs box of Kleenex)
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Post by Akaru on Dec 13, 2005 20:21:27 GMT -5
Natsuki listened carefully to Katsu's tender words, even as his heart leapt at the meaning of them. "Katsu..." he murmured when the taller man had finished. Without another word he pressed a gentle but demanding kiss upon Katsu's mouth.
After a long moment he broke away, wrapping his arms tightly around his lover's torso, burying his face into Katsu's neck with a sigh. "If you love me," he asked softly a moment later, "...why did you push me away?"
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Post by Sameya -- Artemis on Dec 15, 2005 9:01:26 GMT -5
Holding Natsuki in his arms was like heaven on Earth. He held Natsuki close to him, wanting the moment to last forever. "...Because...I was afraid...I was afraid I couldn't protect you from him...I thought...if I pushed you away...you would be safe..." Katsu murmured against Natsuki's ear, clutching the younger man tighter against him, as if he were afraid Natsuki would leave him.
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Post by Akaru on Dec 15, 2005 11:50:01 GMT -5
"Idiot." Natsuki muttered. "I told you I could take care of myself. Besides, did you really think I was just going to disappear?" He snuggled against Katsu's chest. "You should have known better than to think I wasn't going to get involved."
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Post by Sameya -- Artemis on Dec 16, 2005 5:05:30 GMT -5
Katsu didn't have the heart to tell Natsuki that his lovers from before had thought the same. Instead, he just kept holding Natsuki, his lips brushing against Natsuki's forehead in gentle kisses. "...At the time...I felt like my heart was shattering when you left, even though I pushed you away..."
ooc- the fluff. (feels all warm and fuzzy inside)
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Post by Akaru on Dec 17, 2005 5:46:46 GMT -5
Natsuki's eyes fluttered shut as he turned his face up toward Katsu's affections. "Mine as well," he murmured quietly. "Walking away like that was the most painful thing I'd ever done."
Snuggling ever closer, he clung to Katsu like a lifeline. His eyes snapped open as the door across the hall swung open, footsteps echoing down the drafty corridor. Looking up he saw Aaron emerge from the hospital room. Their eyes met for a brief moment, before Aaron abrupty turned away and stode down the hall without a word. Natsuki watched with concern until he rounded the corner and dissapeared.
"Is Aaron okay?" Natsuki asked worriedly. "I hope Kei didn't.... do anything to him."
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Post by Sameya -- Artemis on Dec 18, 2005 6:45:09 GMT -5
Katsu bit his lip as he remembered what Aaron had said before. "Well...Kei didn't do anything to him personally...but...I think you really scared him when you went to confront Kei..." Katsu said hesitantly, still holding Natsuki in his arms, wondering whether to tell Natsuki about what Aaron had said to Roni and Drake.
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Post by Akaru on Dec 19, 2005 2:20:19 GMT -5
Natsuki smiled wryly against Katsu's shoulder. "Aaron has always been protective." He let his head slide down a little, muffled by Katsu's shirt. "Ever since the last time..." he murmured incoherently.
Raising his head again, he looked up at Katsu and gave a small smile. "Sorry. About getting all emotional like that. Pretty pathetic of me, huh?"
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